…and when I think about it, I don’t remember….but when I don’t really care to remember…I can’t forget.
Isn’t it odd how things seem to follow you around? I am in the concert choir here at UT, and all of their concerts are on Sundays. I knew this, and I still signed up for the choir. Well, I was recently ‘called’ as the Relief Society Pianist (I play piano in the old lady meeting.) and turns out…CHURCH IS ON SUNDAY TOO! lol. Ok, so I already knew that. But the RS president called me today cause she “hadn’t seen me in a while” and wanted to “just make sure you’re ok and everything is going smoothly.” She is a very thoughtful lady, but lately that hasn’t seemed to matter.
I used to be the kind of person where thoughts were as good as deeds. “It’s the thought that counts.” I called it wholesomely optimistic, always giving people the benefit of the doubt. But lately, this other crude side of me doesn’t seem to care if people had good intentions or not. I really don’t like myself any more. I know this seems odd, but I actually see a big difference in the high school me and the college me, and I liked the HS me better.
I turned in my English paper today. It is four and a half pages long and not very interesting. Again, back to the “I wish i cared about this” but I truly deeply don’t. I stayed up last night doing the final editing, and now I’m just tired, but choir was post-poned until almost four because we’re having a dress rehearsal for the concert.
speaking of which, I have a concert on Sunday! lol. We are singing Mozart’s Requiem (which incase you didn’t know is entirely in latin and hard to sing.) and it should be a good show. We are also singing Ave Verum (another Mozart piece), but I’ve previously sung it (at Honors last year.) so yeah!!!
other then that I recently bought new earphones because mine got lost/broken/stolen or something of that nature, and I gave up looking.
Quote of the Day: “Do you remember when we used to sing in English?” ….“Oh yeah…those were the good ol’ days.”
Thought of the Day: “That’s the thing about faith. If you don’t have it you can’t understand it. And if you do, no explanation is necessary.” ~ Major Kira Nerys (from Star Trek: Deep Space Nine)